Today I'll remember you how you were in your 3rd st apartment in your worn to often Misfit shirt sitting in the bean bag chair singin. I'll remember you in the Hawkeye library your back pack too heavy to criticize my poetry picks. I'll remember you just chillin on the garage couch. I'll remember you my friend. We will all remember.

I am so very sorry for your loss. He was such a great, caring, and stubborn at times but overall great person. I've know him for long time. He will be missed. 

I'm so sorry for the loss of Christian. I'll always think of him whenever I see a rubber ducky...any time that I was crying over my two little boys and I was hurting he would sing the rubber ducky song to me that his mom used to sing to him when he was little during bath time- he would sing it to me just to make me feel better and hear me laugh- then he would dry my tears and hold me . Everytime, I smell the scent of a river- I'll remember every moment along that river I spent with you, both the good and the bad from the very first day because those were the moments that shaped our relationship. Everytime I smell a bonfire or see the flames, I'll remember how you instilled in me the resilience and the strength to keep fighting and to never give up when I felt like all hope was lost. If their was anyone dancing their way to the other side, it would be you Christian. You never feared the end cause you lived every moment to the fullest and like it would be the last moment you would ever spend here with us. Even through your demons you were fighting, you still managed to smile and keep pushing forward and to me that was the greatest thing you could of done because you taught me to not give up and to face those demons no matter how much they may of been breaking me. I will continue facing those demons every single day and you'll live on in my memory for the rest of my days. I'll forever miss you Panda Bear, I will miss your smile, your laughter, your humour but most of all I will miss how you were able to love me so freely without even thinking twice and never giving up on me. Rest in heaven beautiful soul. I love you. ♥️💔🐼