I've been trying to get in touch with Cessna. And somehow stumbled across this. The last time we talked I said alot of bad things to her because of something she did to me. I wanted to apologize even though it wasn't my place to do so.   But at the end of the day she was a good person and I wish we could've been friends again.  

Happy birthday to my beautiful friend Cessna. It's been 2 years since you're gone and not a day goes by that I don't think about you and smile. You were one of a kind, and the first person I will look for when I get up there!❤️

So much to say that I could never ever put it into words - there's not enough adjectives in the English language to describe Cessna, so I'll just simply say I love you Cessna and I'll miss you terribly. You were the smartest, funniest, happiest, person I ever met. I can't believe I didn't even get to say goodbye. There's a lot of mischief going on in heaven right now, and rest assured when the time comes that I get there you're going to be the first person I look for! RIP my beautiful beautiful friend.

Cessna was my niece. She was the first one to make me an aunt. I loved her like my own. She cared so much for others.  I feel that she cared more for others than she did for herself. She was very smart and resourceful. She was so talented. She loved her children so much. She was a hard worker and always did a great job at what she did. She really did her best with her life. She leaves so many people that mourn her not being here. This shows just how special she is. We love you, Cessna. May G-d bring you closer and closer to Him. I know that you love Him because you often spoke of it.  I love you sweet girl, and I will miss you. One day we will meet again and we will learn the journeys of our souls. I can't wait to hear yours. 

A free spirit is defined as, 1. a person with a highly individual or unique attitude, lifestyle, or imagination; nonconformist. 2. a person who lives according to his or her own wishes and beliefs, unconstrained by society‘s conventions. Cessna was a vibrant free spirit from the first day we met. She and I met at the Game Room in downtown McComb in the summer of 1994. She, Alicia Key, and I were inseparable for a few years following that summer, riding backroads, chasing boys, hanging out at the river, or just doing whatever our hearts desired. We didn’t have a care in the world back then. We were wild and free. Those years spent with her and Alicia were lots of fun and will forever be a part of some great memories we shared together. Soon thereafter I met my husband Robby and she met Tim and we grew up a little. We both became pregnant fairly close together. Cessna gave birth before me and absolutely adored her beautiful baby girl. We chatted often, comparing notes on the best foods to introduce first, sleeping schedules, baby’s firsts,  this and that. She seemed to have it under control more than I. When she became pregnant with her son, I was still trying to figure everything out and she was as calm as a cucumber. She seemed to never stress about anything. I know she adored her children and was very proud of them. As we grew older we lost touch but still occasionally spoke on the phone.  Her infectious laugh never changed and I can still hear it to this day. Fly high Cessna. You are finally at peace and will be greatly missed here on this earth.