I am so sorry for the loss of your newborn baby. We didn’t know the family but we came across the obituary and it broke our hearts. Loosing a child in death is one of the hardest things a parent can go through.  Our heart goes out to you and your family. Jehovah God promises that soon these tragedies will be done and away with. “And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.” (Revelation 21:4) Please know that not a single tear drop of yours has gone unnoticed by Jehovah.