I am so sorry for your loss. Loosing a loved one in death is one of the hardest things a person can go through. I hope you are surrounded by love during this time. During this difficult time, a strong hope in God’s promises will help you to endure. Jehovah promises to bring our dead loves one back to life. “Do not be amazed at this, for the hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice” (John 5: 28, 29) I hope this promise brings you comfort.