It's been 10 days since my mother died... and I miss her. I've picked-up the phone at least 3 times to call her, only to remember that she's not there and never will be there, again, to answer the phone, talk, and laugh. I'm as angry as I am sad because I can't even give my mother a funeral. My grief and anger are soothed only by the thought of my Mom and Dad together, again, and in Paradise.