Jaclyn Marberg

To be cremated

A small gathering with just whoever was there for me at my worst

Somewhere quiet where the sun is shining or its gently sprinkling. Somewhere in nature or somewhere that i had alot of good memories. Not at anyones house. Doesnt have to b a church. I want my pets there. And only family that was 50% or more in my life.

Give away special items to everyone that comes to remember me by. Share stories about my struggles, my character, my new life in heaven surrounded by gentle peace and eternal love. I want my dog to replace me. Treat him as if its me. If u love me u will love him or her everyday to the best of ur ability. Share custody with anyone my pets have deep connections with. Burry them or cremate them with me.

I tried to hold onto to the idea that someday life would find its rhythm and I would have a few genuine n loving people in my daily life. I dont know if I ever did any healing but if not its ok now cuz im with the people I want to ve with in heaven and my struggle is jow finally over. I want to severely apologize for all the heart ache and stress and burdens that I put on the people around me. I was a very intense soul but I chose to live my life very emotionally which I do not regret. Don't b fake when u celebrate me dont sugar coat it dont make it what u think it should ve. Just let me be me for once. This is my last chance to be truly free. Roy thank u I hope I see u in heaven asap lol jk but ill miss u until we meet again. U wrre my rock. Day in and day out. U went thru every single up and down. Ur love never faded or wavered for me. Nate I am sorry. The first peice of my heart that broke was always with u n still is. Ur my favorite n always will be. Boo boo boo boo. Um dad thanks for all the money. Mom im sorry I couldn't be perfect. Friends.. well I dont have any. My real friends I still consider to b Andrea Chrissy Meghan and Patrick. I think ill go now. Let me rest in peace dont b sad this is a good thing for everybody especially me. Life was not fulfilling forme. I am where I want to be leveled up and flying totally free. Haha doc cant shackle me to the system now!!! I love animals I want to be with my pets they were there for me. Bella Kingston Tommy Maverick ally.