I miss you and our family so much. I hate that Mark the child you adopted and tried to love ruined what was left of our family. This past Christmas, we lost your daughter, Amy, my beautiful mother. I think what Mark did finally got to her.... When we lost you, we lost each other.  I have faith the truth shall emerge one day. I have faith in the glory of those who cause ill will on others shall face justice. The life you and my grandma created for us was the most treasured thing I will carry for the rest of my life. Everything you instilled in me doesn't go in vain. You were like a father to me and I loved you like one. I wish I could've been there for you. When you asked me back home, I should've because that was where I belonged. Thank you for everything you did for us and I'll see you again one day. I love you.