You have seriously been on my mind like crazy the past few days,  I mean I'm always thinking about you but it's been super heavy lately.  So I thought if I came here to have a lil chat with ya then maybe the noise will turn down a bit? 

Idk...

Some days this doesn't feel real, like I could just jump in the car, come pick you up and go do what we do best, THE SLOTS! LOL 

I will catch myself thinking about waking into your house and peeking around the corner to find you sitting in your chair,  mouth wide open lol, looking up at me all goofy,  and having some witty ass comment about what else but THE SLOTS!!! 

I know your gone, and I know I have to accept all this but, right now pretending that your home playing games on your phone and watching your soaps keeps me from cutting all my hair off, running naked through McDonalds, before I finally snap all the way and lose my mind from the pain of no longer having such an amazing, kind, sweet, caring, funny, tough-ass, goofy, one of a kind, stand by your side,  crazy ass sister to keep life light when things are too heavy, and to hold me up when I'm falling, and to just brighten my day by being you!

Vick, right or wrong you were always there for me, you never made me feel stupid,  you were always ready to kick your heals up, and you loved me unconditionally when no one else could, you made a difference in my life and I love you too death for being my sister!

I miss you so bad...

Love, Krit