Feeling at a loos of words that CC would never ease the pain from such a loss I can only say ZIm so sorry . I wish I had a means of carrying your burden or even some relief from the pain . It's so unfair and this tragedy has more than just the loss of a fellow man . It carries a family full of pain and each family member carrying the pain in their own way . Please never forget how much he meant to each of you and never forget each one if you list him in your own way . Grasp tightly to each other and find love and mercy for each other . Hold tightly to your loved ones and understand that everyone is hurting . Forgive those who lash out for they know not what they say . Love freely because tomorrow is not promised to anyone if us .Remember his good traits , keep him alive in your words and your actions. Again I am terribly sorry that you have to endure the pain . Don't feel guilty about his choices, know that you taught him better.Pray for peace

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