It's 2 days before my 47th birthday. Just writing that feels wrong in every way. Mostly because your supposses to be here with me, so I can remind you that you'd be 51. Ever since we lost you, it's just been another day, nothing special. Because your not here to make it that way. I dont even bother making wishes anymore, because the one wish I have, will never happen. Life lost all its magic when i lost you. No matter how many ppl or how many times they say you would hate it, it doesn't change anything. Not the way you changed me, our life. Yoshi and Kashi are with you now, so I'm all alone. Very alone. It's 2 days before my 47th birthday, but won't you, it'll just be a Friday. I miss and love you. Forever...and even after that.
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