We would like to ask for everyone's help to get both of our Angel's headstones. Sophie went back with the lord 4 years ago this month and it will be 3 years for Joshua in July. Unfortunately we have been through a storm of emotions and struggles as losing two babies is unimaginable and it's been the hardest  battle we've ever been in. I know people think it's been 4 years get over it but once your blessed with these beautiful little angels you can never just get over them. Losing them has caused a lifetime of heart ache for us we are finally learning how to smile and laugh again. I never thought I would ever have another joy so perfect ever again. Dawn and I with perfect love for eachothee and trust and love for Jesus Christ have been going and going never giving up on eachother.  It will be one day I'm ok and she's down in the dump then she feels ok and I'm deep in depression. It rarely  works out where we both are having a good day together the same day. Imagine that. Thankfully our love proved to be the most pure and it overcame the darkness. Before my mom passed away she told us don't pay a dime Gilbert wants to get the baby's headstones he said he's grandpa it's his job. Well this was already at least 2 years ago and he is nowhere to be found. He collected on the last of both my parents fortune and rode off into the sunset and our beautiful baby's were left behind without a thought. So Dawn is making really nice beaded bracelets to give out to everyone who can help out with a donation towards both baby's to finaly be able to be marked with a beautiful  headstone. They deserve it. We are greatfull for any amount you can afford and you will also get a handmade bracelet that Dawn has made herself especially for this reason. Thank you all and God Bless Everyone we love you all