I'm only now realizing how many people loved my son -- although I can't imagine anyone knowing him and not loving him.  He was the smartest, the sweetest, the most knowledgeable, the most irritating, the most frustrating, the most cynically funny, and the most intuitive and understanding  person, and the best son, and father. and friend.   He cared more about his friends and family than he did about himself, and he might still be with us if he'd paid more attention to what he needed to do for himself.  Many of us will feel guilt that we could not get him to do so.   We will love you and miss you forever, Seannie, and your memory will be a blessing for all of us.