I was very sorry to hear of your loss. A mother is such a special gift. Jesus tells us that death is like a sleep. Jehovah knows all of us and as we "are wonderfully made" by him he remembers us from each of our beginnings. Please find comfort in the Bible book of John Chapter 6 verse 40. Jesus says "for this is the will of my Father, that everyone who beholds the Son and exercises faith in him should have everlasting life, and I will resurrect him on the last day." May Jehovah's holy spirit give you strength to carry on with all the decisions you have to make and be strong in your time of sorrow.