RIP Uncle Bob 💔😔🙏

I have to be happy and strong for you, because I know you are no longer suffering.

I just miss you so, so much. So many things everyday remind me of you.

When I'm at work taking care of my grandmas and grandpas(long term care). When there's two gentleman named Robert that live there. I'm helping them with their daily activities and care. Then I think of how I wish I could have been there more often to help you.

When we're at the grocery store and I pass by the tomatoes or pickles. You could have lived off of those.

Whenever I drive by a place I associate with you. Many little things I see or hear that remind me of you. Then the tears come. I can't help myself. Everyday, several times a day I break down crying. Then I have to explain why I am crying if I'm not able to sneak away and then I cry even harder.

When you liked something, you sure liked it.

If I could send you a double double and a double chocolate donut up to heaven I would.

Missing you, I am also thinking of Grandma and Grandpa and missing them. It makes me realize that we are all getting older.

I know you all are up there together 💝

Pops, Marnie, Aunt Louise and Uncle Donald are all giving you big squeezes and Grandma's giving you smooches on your cheeks.

I should been there more for you. It didnt seem like long before I had to run off for school or daycare pickup and then I would have little Aaliyah with me, who wasn't allowed to come up in the hospital.

How I wish I could have been there hours and hours at a time. How I wish I could go back in time. It never seemed like enough and when I look back I wish I would have made more time, but I don't think it will ever feel like enough, because you were gone too soon.

We knew for months that you were passing and still somehow, I would never be prepared. I just pray you know how much I love you and I miss you 💓 I know how much you loved me.

I just have to take comfort in knowing that you're reunited with Papa/ Pops, Grandma/ Marnie, Uncle Donald, Aunt Louise, Joe, many relatives and friends.

Also that you are not in pain anymore. That you are completely comfortable, pain free and happy.

Cherish those you love, with every ounce of your being, as our time here on this earth is not forever.

Please share if you can, especially if you are family or friends so we can spread the news of his passing to friends and loved ones.