You are my big awesome brother! You were good at everything you did! Hopefully you are with Christopher having fun. You know that I will always love you and I will never be able to get over the fact that I'll never see you here on earth again so I can feel your arms hug me ! I wish there was a place to go and visit you, but instead I put your pic on my wall, a cross, an American  flag and I talk to you every night before I go to sleep, ok well I mostly cry but I can't help it. I miss hearing your voice, Rick!