To my dearest omoye🕊️💋❤️

It is 1year since you left …1year of not hearing u call my name😭😭…this few months have not been easy without you,my sweetgal,my friend that will be jealous i av other friends…thank you for letting me be so close to you on ur last days here🥺…the fact tha we were on d phone b4 the whole incident it’s something i can never forget in this life💔😭…my sweet gal since u left my life has never been thesame…I watched how everything i knew just came to an end in a blink of an eye…i don’t think i will ever stop asking God why but e knows best😔..my sweet gal u were love itself,you did not even wait to buy my birthday gift b4 u left…there is no day dat goes by that i dont think about u…or see something dat reminds me of you…my sweet gal i no longer cry when i think about u…rather i smile at all our beautiful memories…from staying together in d hostel,to staying at the family house,to going to classes together,writing all our exams together,to going to church together…all the times we laughed,cried,all ur random panic attacks over little thing😂😂😂….my sweet gal i miss u so much..continue to fly high my travel nurse🥰🥰…i love u my angel…continue to rest in the bosom of the lord my friend

It has been a while and it still feels very strange , very very strange. There are days i think about you and is still in disbelief . 

A year today, who would thought my dear omoye. Some of the plans we were making together has started coming to fruition and i feel so guilty and strange without you here.

I dont know if i can ever forget you in my lifetime, no matter what a lot of things remind me of you so much. Saw a lady in the bus yesterday on my way back from work and she had a very pretty flowered dress on just like your blue dress i always admired . I still hear your voice call me Azalor occasionally and your nonsense laugh or remember how i used to laugh at your toes and try helping you to clean it.

The last time we saw in person was August/September 2023 when i was in school for a couple of issues, i am so glad i hugged you at least before i left .

Rest in peace my friend , i will always miss you and be grateful i have known you in my lifetime . Thank you🌹

Approximately 50 days to go, I have been thinking of writing down my thoughts. I broke down last year December 10th because I held out for too long, I ugly cried because the festive atmosphere brought it all back to me, cried terribly and prayed for the family because I realized that I was being selfish. I thought about your mother and your sisters and I prayed for them on my knees with tears streaming down my face. i lived in denial for 7 months because I refused to believe that you were no more, It suddenly done on me on the 4th of Nov that you were no more, the reason because I saw a picture of your friends in school in their nursing uniform, then suddenly it hits home. Crying reduces heaviness, so I always make an effort to let it all out. I have read a lot of articles, books and personal statements of different people on grief but nobody ever spoke about how Grief is like an open wound that doesn’t heal, you just learn to live with it and forget about it unconsciously then the day you scratch or hit that wound on a surface, you bleed all over again remembering that it still there and it still hurts, nobody spoke about how grief is numbness and emptiness. I hate a lot of things about this body we live in because of it ability to forget. the other day, I was crying profusely because I felt I was forgetting that I am supposed to carry this pain with me every day then Psalm147vs3 came to mind. I believe the body was built that way because it can’t live with pain for a long period of time because if it does, one might go mad and completely lose it, so forgetting is the flesh way to protect it own self then i believe everyone has a little bit of selfishness in them because even the body is selfish. I love you every day and continue to rest well 

1 year my guyyyy…i pray we all av the strength to continue to bear dis loss..continue to sleep well my friend i miss u😭❤️

How time flies! A year has passed, yet it still feels like yesterday. My Pretty Nurse Omoye you are deeply missed, always loved, and never forgotten❤️.

One year today and I prayed for you family, may God in his infinite love continue to uphold your family 

It’s one year already. I pray the Almighty God will be with your family and friends this period.♥️

Rest on my Queen💕

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Hey my queen, it’s the new year here and pastor said we are counting down to the coming of the Lord, I’m particularly excited because I will finally see you again. Having to see you again gives me so much joy. I love you so much 

Some weeks ago, my WhatsApp decided to log me out in process wiping everything. 

All your vns gone too, tried recovering but to no avail. I cried. 

Then remembered insta, the only surviving vn there is you fighting me for not giving you your birthday gift last year 😂❣️. 

I was planning to give you this year tho 😔. 

It's been a bit with you.

I think about you a lot nowadays, realized there are many things we never got to do together. 

So many things i didn't get to bake or cook for you. 

I have missed you a lot, your pretty dresses, shoes, nice perfumes( you always smelled good) and your ugly toes too 😂.❣️

I miss you a lot Omoye. 

A lot has been going on, really wished you were here so we could laugh about it but oh well. 

Miss you ❣️

I knew when you were a baby. Your elder sister was my best friend while growing up. Getting the news of your passing really shook me to my core. It's difficult to accept. I wish I knew what happened to you. Whenever I get a notification on my mail, my heart breaks. I'm just thinking of what your family might be going through. I really wish them strength to bear this pain. This is so painful 😭. I know you are in a better place. Keep resting my baby.

My baby,

I’m thankful to God for the gift of you .

I’m thankful to God that even though I’m always going to feel this hurt…I am grateful that you are my sister and friend. 

Omoye…I can’t think of you as my past . I’m taking it one day at a time my angel 🤍

I’m thankful to God for the life you lived and the memories you left in not only your photos but in our hearts. (really a lot, thank you! 😊)

I have so much to tell you but I’d rather send a message to you through God. 

The cold reminds me of you, I remember any little wind, you’ve worn your sweater/hoodie and lie on your bed and say you are cold. Still randomly try to call you and see whether it’s all a lie…… ( I am still in denial), I still go back to our previous conversations, I still listen to your voice note. I find solace in your instagram posts, I love the fact that someone added more pictures/videos of you over there. Many months has gone by but it’s still feels so surreal

보고 싶어 ㅠ-ㅠ. 

"Dear Fortuna, with a heavy heart, I'm writing to mourn your passing. This news has filled me with unbearable sadness. You didn't deserve to leave us so soon, but God knows best . I'm struggling to express the pain I feel, knowing I'll never see or talk to you again. I remember our conversations, where I shared my admiration for nurses and joked about marrying one, which brought us closer. You were so dedicated to your studies, eager to graduate and start your nursing career, which had been a source of stress for you. It's hard to accept that your time with us was limited to achieving your education. My hands shake as I write this, but I take comfort in knowing you're in a better place. I pray that God grants your family the strength and courage to bear this loss. May God welcome you among the angels. Rest well, dear Fortuna. I'll forever miss and remember you, my nurse. May you rest in peace.🕊️🕊️🕯️🕯️         

                                                              Miles                                           

Happy birthday in heaven OMOYE. We miss you 💔❤️

My guy!!!!!! You know it’s all love for ever yeah? Till we meet again ….. I no fit forget how nice and kind you Dey to me….seeee!!!!!!! Nuh worry … till we meet again