My heart hurts for the loss of such an amazing man. Meeting him when I did changed my life forever. We talked about marriage and starting a whole new life but god had other plans. He showed me what love was again and for that there are no words of thanks that would ever be enough. I'll always question if there was more I could have done but by loving him for all his little weirdness I feel that he will always be with me guiding me. Noel I love you always and forever...