All the words I wanted to say slip away.
I thought there would be another day.
When the timing was right, things would fall into place.
But time slipped away.
As I look to the sky, blue turns to grey.
Memories and ashes are all that remains...
You were a gift from the gods,
But I chose your name,
Nathaniel David.
I would move heaven and earth to hold you again.
The beautiful gift of life, suddenly taken away.
Although they were few,
I cherished my time with you.
You knew that you could tell me anything.
Your words spilling as you confessed, unashamed.
Unburdening your soul.
It will never happen again.
I live with regret and the shame.
Knowing I should have told you
How amazing you were,
And how I loved you so much it hurt.
In the blink of an eye time slips away.
I should have said I was sorry
For mistakes I had made.
And helped you replace the thoughts in your head.
You had plans to get your own place.
I thought there would be another day.
When the timing was right, things would fall into place.
But time slipped away...
As I look to the sky blue turns to grey.
Memories and ashes are all that remains.
And the tears that fall.
I weep unashamed,
for the time that was taken away.
I dreamt of the things we would
Do... someday.
Sharing things we had learned
About many things.
The passion for music we both had embraced.
How sound and emotion affected energy.
The human body is capable of amazing things.
Your quest for knowledge inspired me.
But darkness can be suffocating.
I never thought it would be too late.
I thought there would be another day.
When the timing was right and things would fall into place.
But time slipped away...
As I look to the sky blue turns to grey.
Memories and ashes are all that remain of my beautiful son, Nathaniel David...