Been thinking about you a lot Matt. Can't shake the regrets that we hadn't patched things up and let so much time pass. I miss you and think about you a lot. Randomly while I'm driving, certain songs make me think of you and I get emotional. I miss your smile and laugh,  and your big towering hugs that made me feel like a tiny person that Lord knows I'm not, lol . I wish so many things were different, that you were still here, that I could have another chance to call and we catch up and talk,  maybe I could have helped you get better. All the what ifs, the questions,  it's just so much to think about sometimes. I'm sorry I didn't reach out, and I'm sorry I got so upset with you that I walked out of your life for so long.  I forgive you, and hope you forgive me, wish I could have told you that in person. I feel stupid talking to a screen but it's all I've got besides memories. I hope you are wrapped in the greatest love you've ever known and I hope you found that peace that you always needed. I love you crazy ♾️ Rest easy. I will see you again someday. ❤️

I am so sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you and your family. You and your family are in my prayers for comfort and strength. Love you my friend.