Well "Uncle" Dutch, I love you and I miss you! I'm thankful for being able to sit by your side and hold your hand and tell you that I love you one last time. I wish that I had known where you were before that day cause we lost you the very next day. I'd have loved to have been able to spend more time with you and it would have meant the world to me if you could have met my Suzanna she would have loved you like I do!! You would have loved her too she's amazing and would have had a million questions for you to answer and a million things she'd have wanted to know how to do that in her head only you would have been qualified to teach her. 

I miss you everyday! I know you're looking down on us all and I know I've made you proud of the mother and person I am now. But it doesn't mean I miss you less only that I miss you more!! Rip I love you