The f first time I ever laid eyes on Lorenzo was 2011 and I was just coming home it was about 8:30 9:00 in the morning I have been out all night and when I pulled up I noticed my garage was open and standing inside were my brother a friend of mine named Joel and some guy had never met before so I walked into the garage said hi to everybody walked right up to Lorenzo grabbed him by the collar of his shirt and said "now you are what I need to be bringing home." I must have been out of my mind cuz I'm usually not quite that bold but after I said that I turned around and walked into the house didn't say another word and the rest is history well pretty much yeah we were married then in 2014 and we're very happy very very happy there are so many memories and so many just so much of him he was my world my everything my hero my confidant and my best friend the love of my life I don't know what I'll do without him I miss him so much everybody says that at least you were lucky enough to have had him in your life and had made such good memories with him and yeah I know I was lucky cuz he was an amazing person but memories and I'm sure well I hope in time they will comfort me but right now I just wish I could forget just for a little while my body can't take it my heart can't take it because memories cannot wrap their arms around you when you're sad memories can't heat you up when you're cold memories can't wrestle around on the floor with you memories can't laugh at your jokes memories can't wipe your tears memories can't tell you secrets memories can't talk back memories can't kiss memories can't hug hold touch feel memories can't keep you company memories can't just play video game with you memories can't watch TV memories can't they just can't they cannot and I'm never going to forget I can tell you that right now but I wish for just a moment I could just to have some type of relief for one moment just a little relief cuz it's killing me truly killing me I'm so glad that everybody who knew and loved him family friends showed up at the celebration of life that I threw for him on November 4th he was loved by many most of all me