Lisa and I shared a addiction and sorted past. Addiction is a insidious diseaae it destroyed or altered a great deal of both our lives. In her case it led to her being shot 7 times due to her and her brother Raymond ripping off a deale,  her cutting my throat and doing 2+ years in Shakopee  Prison, her and her lover after me ripping off another dealer and him being murdered as a result of this. 

It also resulted in her vertually abandoning her children to be raised by her mother and in the case of Heiglos and Labeigha, their father.

In spite of all that the memorial is right when sober,  her prescence was incandescent and she could light up a entire room.  And yes she basically abandoned her children yet she stayed in their lives and did love each of them dearly. Leelan she so worried about you. You were such a beautiful child and young man. What happened to you waa a tragedy and angers me greatly to this day.

My previous memorial contain my hurt and was said in anger. I spent 16 years of my life with her off and on, I loved her, yet I also hated her, she cut my throat, leaving me too bleed out I narrowly avoided death by getting help in time and by the fact she missed carotid by a centimeter. Also i had great anger toward her family, funny her mom Mary and I got along as did Jeanine, Mary and Johnny and I but the remainder of the family abd I did not get along and they chose to make ther opposition to Lisa and I very loud and well known. I did not know Lee nor did i have anything against him per everything I heard he treatedcher and Leelan very well.

I was not informed of her passing. Another sore point. So Lisa I loved you and I hated you put I did and do forgive you and may you rest in peace.