It is with shattered soul and imploding heart that I share with you the tragic news and death of my love of the last 7 years. His name was Kevin, and he is deeply loved and unimaginably missed. The anguish is insurmountable in height, it comes in waves, crashing down on me. It is a tsunami of apprehensions, a cascading wall of sorrows I'm forced to surf. A steady rip of currents steering me offshore... Far from the stoic sands where once I stood in ignorant bliss. Never having faced grief like this before. Not of this nature, not of this totality, never of this magnitude. How do I keep my head above waters in which I know not how to swim?