Today was a day that I dread to have to deal with, I got a phone call while I was at work that my mother was admitted to the hospital and was now on life support....and that they were going to pull the plug tomorrow (June 5th)... I had to then make the drastic decision to drive 8 hours straight to Boston Massachusetts from where I live in Niagara Falls NY.... my head is still spinning trying to fathem the events of this day and tomorrow last year... I had to trek this journey because I had to be there for my mother so I could hold her hand and hug and kiss her one last time, no matter how I felt I hope you see how I felt and now feel and forgive... even though we had not spoken in probably the last decade I still was obligated to be there with her one way or another!!! You don't realize what u have until it is taken from you. I love you Mom you are dearly missed but just know your granddaughters think of you all the time and love you dearly ❤ ♥ 💛 💗 💖 💕 ❤ ♥ RIP 🙏 and continue to watch over my family!!! I LOVE YOU MOM AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART XOXOXO I wasn't the best kid to you, and I did quite a bit of things to stress you out and push buttons, but I hope that you know it was just so that I could get your attention.. I guess to me bad attention was better than no attention from you... just know Mom that I truly miss you and regret pushing you away the last decade, but just hope you see that I did what I thought was the right thing to do.. I can only hope that you knew that I was there by yourside at your bedside and holding your hand as you ascended to heaven to be with Nana and poppa in heaven.
15 days and it still doesn't feel real. I love you and have always kept you with me wherever I went and continue to go. I wish I got to say I love you one more time or could still hear your voice and hug you one more time.