After the dust settles from the shock of losing Joshua, the reality of carrying on without him is most difficult. We go about our daily lives and push back the realization of this pain. But in the quiet times, when one's mind is still, the sadness and emptiness comes raging through your mind, your heart and soul. Sometimes just completely unbearable.

I can't watch a movie or show where someone dies or I just cry uncontrollably. Life WILL NOT be the same, but it will go on. We will forge ahead but those moments will still creep in.

I believe we are waiting till spring, one of Joshua's favorite time of year, to celebrate his life, his love and all he gave to his family and friends. This will require planning and Holli still needs financial support. So if you haven't already and can help her out, your donation is greatly appreciated.

With many thanks!
Kristen