Hey Doreen it's Jeff Mackenzie. What to say? I can't imagine what is going on in your head. Another close loved one. I'm not typically someone at lost for words. But this is one of the times cat got my tongue. I'm so sorry. I I have no idea what you guys are going through, I know there were things left unsaid. Joe was contagious his laugh is retarded looks he would give after asking Joe what the hell did you ? stupid as it sounds keep your head up find the love and drive to keep going. If you could keep me updated my phone number 9 5 1 437 77760