10.30Pm you veered off right side of road head on into utility pole on you HD FXDLH you were riding with jigsaw and crazy jack You ended up with a TBI diffuse axonal injury
Babe I miss you so much God this isnt fair this isnt how this is supose to be not at all.I dont know how to go on without you here not even sure i wanna I love you John
Everysince 2005 I have been head over heels for you.I remember you went to work at burger king just to get close to me.You use to lay over the counter just to watch my ass as I handed out drive thru orderslol.I agreed to work double shift on my birthday 5-7-05 just to be near you but you had no clue.After closing up you walked me home and we been togethr everysince 05-08-05 God I hold so many memories with you baby good and bad I miss u beyond words.I dont know how to go on without you.
In two weeks and one day you will be gone for one year.Its so hard to believe babe.I admit I dont know how to go on without you and I am not sure how to.I dont want to.John I love you more than anything in the world god how I miss you ughhhhI cant do this.