Wow, Jess it's really been a year already. That means it's been 2 years that we met. I'm sorry that I didn't get to know you better outside of County. You were an awesome person in there. We made plans to meet on the outside, but as it happened I went down south and well, this crap happened. I miss you girly. I know your smiling down and shaking your head at me. Lol, me and some of the other girls have talked about you often. We laugh at the stupid stuff we would do or say just out of the blue. Well,  honey when I hear your name all I can do is smile. I miss you more than others will ever know. You was so easy to talk to. I'll see you again one day. I love you . Oh yeah, you would have to go just a couple days before my bday. Gurl, in gonna get u fir that when I do see you. Lol 

She taught me many valuable lessons and ideals. Most importantly she was and still is teaching me patience and tolerance. We would argue sometimes like crazy people, she could be ( due to an illness ) overly angry and I ( due to being a four legged smaller horse ) can be overly stubborn and it was bad at times, but she never walked out on me nor I her. Love will lend you patience when you have none left. As for tolerance, well many times I felt like letting go but for her to hold on ( when Lord knows she should've probably let go ) it truly compelled me to never give up. What I found with Jessica and the depth of feelings we shared are what I believed, well I had no prior thoughts about it because even now they are nearly inconceivable emotions and my gratitude will last for all time. Hey look at that another lesson I've learned because of Jessica... Love IS real!!

It doesn't matter how angry or upset Jessica is with someone if they needed anything- ie: food, water, clothes, shoes, etc. She would give them what she had. Hahaha sometimes she would even give them my stuff, I'd be like " what is this you are doing?" In my best Russian accent, and without skipping a beat she'd fire back something like," it's ok, no? You don't need anyway, we get you new ones." In her best Russian accent and we'd go back and forth like that until one of us would crack and bust out laughing!!! Her heart, I'm surprised could fit inside her body, for it is the biggest one I know.

One of the many reasons I love Jessica is because no matter what it was, something that most of the world would turn up noses to, things she would aquire would make her so incredibly happy. The look that shows on her face, the brillance of her smile, the way she found meaning in every object she possessed is truly amazing. Her inept ability to give purpose to her stuff is a quality I'll never forget.