Sorry I've been quiet and not shared my husband and best friend Jeffery Scott Cornwell had cancer and passed away this week. It was a battle that we didn't see coming. We just got the cancer diagnosis and then we were hit with hospice and his death.

I'm struggling to deal with it.

I want to thank each and every person who came to see him, those that prayed over him, those that told me he wouldn't have wanted it to be me. You all brought Me peace.

For all our kids, his sisters and his brother and our grandkids and his closest friends I stayed strong for each one of you because that's what my husband loved about me. As he would say I was "the glue that holds this family together". And I tried hard to hold it together for all of you not to see the pain I was going through. I sat with him day and night because I knew I would end up without him. And even till his last day he hated when I wasn't with him and he let you all know that.

For those that have texted, called, emailed I appreciate all of you. I'm struggling , I'm physically, emotionally and mentally exhausted. And most of all I miss my best friend and husband. I've said many times it was supposed to be me not him. I'm not sure I will ever get over this. Each day the pain is still there and gers worse each day.

I would like to thank everyone for sharing his fundraiser and for each one of you who donated and wrote kind words.

I don't know how I'm gonna do it without him .....

Tina and family, Debbie, Bruce and Margie,

I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved husband, father, brother and friend. Scotty, as I knew him, was the kindest, sweetest soul there ever was. He was the youngest of all of the Cornwell cousins, and adored by everyone. I hadn't seen him in many years, but my memories of him are the best.  His smile was infectious, and his heart was as big as they come. He was so full of love! My prayers have been, and continue to be with you all. I know Aunty Ann had her arms wide open for him when he met her. God bless you 🙏 

Love, Susie