Jade my beautiful daughter you took a piece of my heart when you left. You were taken from us far too early. It’s not fair. Your dad’s heart is no longer complete. Without you your dad is broken and lost. My heart will never be complete again. Not until the day I get to wrap my arms around you in heaven, hold you close and whisper in your ear I love you baby girl.. Your Mom, Sister and brother are suffering in the same agony as your dad. We miss you so much Jade. We miss you more than we thought was possible to miss anyone. The pain we feel over your loss is the most intense pain any of us thought we could possibly endure. We love you so much Jade.

I hope you know dad always tried his best to love, protect and care for you. I wasn’t a perfect dad but baby girl I truly tried to do my best. Jade I would give anything to have one more day with you. I have prayed to god every night since you were taken from us. I have prayed that god would allow me take your place. I would happily give my life if it meant that I could give you back to Amorah. Jade the anger I feel over knowing the long happy life you and Amorah deserved together was taken no was stolen the anger is immeasurable. I never thought I could be this angry.

This isn’t fair you deserved so much more out of your life. You were so loved and by so many. I know you felt alone at times. But baby girl you had an army of people behind you. An army of people who loved and cared for you. So many miss you. We all miss seeing your smile hearing you laugh and we miss having you in our lives. We will never let your memory fade. Our hearts will forever cry over your passing.

I want you back Jade. Back with dad, back with mom, back your brother and sister, and back with your family and friends. But most importantly back with the one person who held your beautiful heart the most Amorah. Jade I promise, no I vow that your dad, mom, brother and sister will never let you be forgotten and we will spend the rest of our life ensuring your beautiful daughter grows up knowing just how much you loved and cared for her. You and Amorah deserved a long life together. This isn't right. Jade I’m so angry that you were taken from Amorah from all of us.

I vow to protect Amorah baby and I have an army of family and friends to ensure I will not fail. Jade my beautiful my loving daughter please trust that we will love, care and protect Amorah as you would. We will share your memory with Amorah every chance we get. We will ensure she sees you every holiday, every birthday, every special occasion. I will place a picture of you at every celebration for Amorah to see. We will celebrate every birthday you have had stolen from you. Every holiday every special occasion you will be with us. God may have you with him but your memory is ours.

Baby girl please know Amorah was there the day we all were forced to say good bye. Jade please know we didn’t force Amorah to say goodbye. Amorah asked to see and say goodbye to you. Amorah tried to be brave Jade she truly did. Amorah loves and misses you so much. We all told Amorah you are now one of gods angels. She doesn’t yet understand and has asked us many times why is my mommy an angel. We will help her understand as she grows up. Jade I vow your Dad, your Mom, your sister and brother along with other family and friends will not fail you. Jade your spirt and memory will live on in our hearts. And shared with your beautiful daughter Amorah.

I love you so much Jade I truly can’t express the pain I feel in my heart over you being stolen from my life. I will never forget you. You were and always will be my baby girl. I wish I could be with you right now. But I have to stay here and protect Amorah,I must love and care for Amorah in your memory. And as painful as it is being here without you I will stay to ensure Amorah knows just how amazing how loving and how beautiful her mommies heart was.

I will not say goodbye I know I will one day see you hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you. Until that day comes. I will ensure you will never be forgotten and Amorah’s heart is filled with memories of her beautiful mommy. She will know just how much you truly loved her I promise you that baby girl.