You are my best friend, I am trying to get through every day knowing you aren’t going to be there. It’s not fair, nothing is. I l love you so much .. already nursing the earth size hole in my heart and soul. How do I? You are my person. How do people not pass from a broken heart when it hurts this bad. I will love you endlessly and forever. I’m the luckiest person to have a brother like you. Original and really helped me keep it together. Now what? How do I get through so much loss. Wish we didn’t have to have this so heavy on our heads when you’re still here. We had plans to go out in style!  Grateful Dead shows.  Always losing the car no matter where we went  but most importantly you, we could make everything better Ty impossible to imagine a world without you…I will treasure every memory  and thought . I was the lucky one to be your sister..our crazy exit went out the window. Just know that you’re in all of my best thoughts everyday.. I would rather you stay in the best thoughts because you’re in all my sad and broken ones too. A world that  the only one who  never forgot my birthday and I could count on to make sure I was doing ok. Thank you for being my best friend and the only person in the whole world got me. Life isn’t fair. Just know you mean the world to me.  Now and always