So sorry for your loss. We didn’t know the Ryder family but my wife and I came across Gage’s obituary and it broke our hearts. I’m so sorry for the loss of your beautiful baby. Loosing a child  in death is one of the most difficult things a parent can go through. Our hearts go out to you. Jehovah God promises that soon these tragedies will be done and away with. “And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.” (Revelation 21:4) Please know that not a single tear drop of yours has gone unnoticed by Jehovah.