I am Ellen's big sister. Growing up I always looked after her as she did me, unlike the other three siblings. As she finally got a diagnosis for her mental illness , her physical life changed but not her inner personality.

We got separated by life’s changes and challenges were hard to keep in touch. However, we always picked up where we left off when we finally did talk or get together . She was the most kindness, loving human I have ever met and probably ever will meet. I will live my last days carrying her in my heart