I am so sorry for your loss. Damien was young and when a life is lost it is extremely painful and unfair, please know you are not alone. Jehovah our God is with us. But in the Bible, God promises to bring our dead loved one’s back to life. (John 5: 28,29) During this difficult time, a strong hope in God’s promises will help you to endure. And through endurance, you will experience that grand future in which Jehovah will “give you the requests of your heart.” He will satisfy “the desire of every living thing.” (Psalm 37:4)