My mom was one of my biggest idols growing up. I told myself I wanted to be as kind and compassionate as her when I grew up. But no one could ever be as kind as my mom. She had such a big heart and cared more for others than she did herself, but thats what made her, her. She made some bad choices in her life but she got better to be better for the people around her and thats more than what alot of people can say they have done. No one was as proud of her as me and my nana. Its heart breaking that such a bright light has gone out in my life and others. She made such a big impact on the people around her wether she realized it or not. I hope she knows how loved she was and how loved she is now. Rest easy. Your cells live withen me mom.