I miss you Craig.  I just saw you a couple of months ago and I should've told you then,  but I didn't want to interfere in your life. I miss the way when I would tell you I love you and you would say "ditto kiddo".... I miss the way you would pat me on the top of my head and tell me "good job little one" when I would help you.  I miss how you would tell me you were proud of me. I miss our pep talks. I miss how you would motivate and encourage me.... i was with you longer than I was alive..... you got the best of me and I got the best of you.... I'm proud of the woman I am today because of you... the values, morals, integrity and character you instilled in me is priceless.... everything Good in me comes from you.... I love you Craig and I miss you vand I should've told you that when we met in Vitoria.... when you invited me to lunch, I was so happy.... rest in peace Craig.... I will love and miss you for the rest of my life.... you will always be the love of my life.