The first time we started talking was through Yahoo chat yes never thought I'd say that again. You came to my house and you met myself and my oldest daughter at that time was just an infant and helped me immediately with her.  Right then I knew you were special a natural born caregiver and someone with a beautiful heart. Fast forward a little and you introduced me to your roommates I won't mention anyone and well our baby girl came to our life.  She was a pretty cranky baby but your body was warmer and softer so she laid on your belly quite often. You know I was a little jealous of how close y'all were from the beginning  but you always included me. Now looking back I want to say thank you yet again because she knew your love. A love that i just wasn't able to get quite right. She is your baby girl.  My favorite memory are the times we took her swimming. She was definitely a mermaid in another life. But really she laid next to your heart more than anyone and y'all connected for life and beyond Your understanding so I'm sure you know everything I'm not saying but sincerely from my whole heart and soul thank you for loving our girl forever and always. I just have a small favor to ask of you I know I've had many could you possibly visit her soon please. She needs you. I'll never know y'all's love totally but I respect it wholeheartedly. I miss you so much.  I'm a mess but I'm trying even if it doesn't look like it I really am trying I could use your guidance if you feel like giving it to me you've given quite a bit you've done quite a bit. Well, I just wanted you to know that I'm missing you and always thinking of you. I expect enchiladas for dinner when i see you again. Love you bunches xoxo