I’m so sorry for your loss. I know this pain is difficult to deal with. One of the clearest teachings of God’s Word is that dead loved ones will return to life. (John 5: 28,29) So there is a reason for hope. A strong hope in God’s promises will help you to endure. Through endurance, you will experience that grand future in which Jehovah will “give you the requests of your heart.” He will satisfy “the desire of every living thing.” (Psalm 37:4) Things will get better soon”