Totally missing my Mom and my best friend... please feel free to share any of the memories and thoughts you have about my mom and her impact on you and your life. She was one hell of a Lady in my life and my world.trying my best to keep my promises to her that I made her before she took her last few breaths as I was holding her. I embraced her in my arms and she began her journey to get her wings as angels do last year in August at her home here in Fairbanks Alaska. I love her so much... don't know how to make it without having her here but I can honestly tell you that I am trying not to lose my mind but I'm all alone and I'm not afraid to admit that I am fucking SCARED!