Just wanted to say good morning sunshine 🌞! I love you son, to the moon & back....I miss you too the moon 🌙 and back as well!! I should be saying this to you and I should be getting a response back. That won't be, so through tears I'll say good morning!!

 I don't know what will ever come of that video, idk, it shouldn't be that someone could not only watch you die, but record it@!! It haunts me, you coughing, the death gurgle, you gasping & turning purple.  All while the boy you called a "friend" as well as him being "safe". There are no true friends or safe people when you deal with that fkn shit!! I hold you responsible as well, I told you, we told you.... Argh..... but it breaks my soul 💔 that he got you no help, there was plenty of time for narcan to have been used by emergency. But he CHOSE to WATCH you die!!

 Rest easy my angel... until we meet on the next plain....Hehe...I may try to  find you through other measures.... I'll 👀 see!!

Son, I never cared how much money you made, clothes you wore or car you drove. All I EVER wanted for you was to be happy. That's all my heart ever wanted for you!! We promised each other that we'd never leave the other... YOU'RE GONE G. Damn it!! I BEGGED YOU to quit fuckin with that shit!!! I don't know it all yet son. But I will, or I'll die trying!! Our bond is still as strong and death won't break it!! I ache when I think about never having my Jordan hug, that I'll never hear you say mom, or message me to ask me to cash app you. Son I'll never forget you and I'll be sure our sweet Nova knows what a kind, sweet man you were.

I'll be bk, until we meet on the next plain my sweet son, I'll forever miss you 😔 and forever remember you. I'll be sure that you're never forgotten!! I still hope that I'll pick up my phone and on ig I'll see, hahaha, terrible joke mom....but I know that's just not the case. Rest easy son....but until I know the full story, rest assured that I won't!! To the moon 🌙 and  back ✨️ I'll forever love you & forever miss you on this plain....save a place for me beside you son!!!