WITH A VERY HEAVY HEART I AM CREATING THIS PAGE BECAUSE I KNOW SO MANY OF YOU LOVED AMBER AND HAVE QUESTIONS ABOUT HER SUDDEN PASSING ALTHOUGH I CAN'T PROVIDE MOST OF THESE ANSWERS I CAN CREATE THIS PAGE SO YOU ALL CAN CHECK IT FOR UPDATES AND SIGN UP FOR NOTIFICATIONS AS WE FINALIZE DETAILS. HOPEFULLY LEAVING HER MESSAGES AND SHARING MEMORIES OF MY BEAUTIFUL SISTER WILL HELP EVERYONE THAT LOVED HER FEEL A LITTLE CLOSER TO HER. POSTPONING THE MEMORIAL IS NOT SOMETHING WE WANTED TO DO BUT WE WANTED TO ENSURE WE KEEP EVERYONE WE LOVE SAFE AS WE ALL WAIT OUT THE COVID19 THREAT. AS SOON AS WE ARE ABLE TO GATHER SAFELY WE WILL HAVE AN AMAZING SPECIAL DAY TO REMEMBER HER THE PROPER WAY AND SAY ALL OF OUR GOODBYES.
NO WORDS COULD TRULY DESCRIBE THE EMPTINESS I FEEL SITTING HERE TODAY WITHOUT HER HERE. NO MATTER WHAT SHE WAS DOING OR WHERE SHE WAS AT IN LIFE SHE WAS ALWAYS MY BIG SIS , WE WENT THROUGH THE TOUGH TIMES TOGETHER AND CELEBRATED OUR BLESSINGS TOGETHER. WE DID NOT JUDGE EACH OTHER OR EVER LOVE EACH OTHER ANY LESS BASED ON OUR DECISIONS IN LIFE, WE TOLD EACH OTHER HOW WE FELT AND DID NOT LET IT COME BETWEEN US. OUR RELATIONSHIP WASN'T ALWAYS RAINBOWS AND SUNSHINE BUT OUR BOND COULD NEVER BE BROKEN.
SISTER-HUG DAD TIGHT FOR ME AND YOU TOO TAKE CARE OF EACH OTHER I GOT YOURS DOWN HERE, REST EASY MY SWEET BIG SIS. I AM SO MAD YOU'RE GONE AND CAN BARELY BREATH THINKING ABOUT FINISHING OUT THIS LIFE W/O YOU IN IT. I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE AFTER LIFE IS ALL ABOUT BUT I AM HOLDING ON TO THE HOPE THAT YOU ARE THE HAPPIEST YOU HAVE EVER BEEN BEFORE AND YOU ARE WITH DAD AND GRANDMA AND DEB. AT LEAST WHERE YOU ARE NO ONE CAN EVER HURT YOU AGAIN AND YOU ARE IN NO MORE PAIN; THAT MAKES ME REST A LITTLE EASIER.
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER KNOW AND DON'T WORRY MATT AND I WILL KEEP YOUR BABIES SAFE. REST EASY BIG SIS. I WILL MISS YOU EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY DAY UNTIL WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN....