My daughter was 14 she would have been 15 this past October, she shot herself in the head in April, I’m sure the biggest part of me went with her, I am so lost, so alone, I am angry because she took her life, I feel guilty for being angry, I don’t know what I am doing other than falling apart more and more each day, I am 2000 miles away from my family and I am about to be evicted from my home because my husband walked out on me after my daughters funeral, I can’t find Strength to fight for me, I can’t find courage to keep going, I’m exhausted in every way and just don’t know what I am going to do. I’m just so lost.
I don’t know what I am doing
Posted by Anonymous on Dec. 15, 2025, 2:35 p.m. PST
Hi. I haven’t lost a daughter but just want to say you’re not alone in this world and please just know that. From what I know from loss and also loss from suicide is that there’s no time limit and often it does feel like your doing worse and worse. It gets over whelming. Please keep holding on :/. I don’t want to go on to long.. but one thing that I know for sure a fact and have been witness too.. is that angels exist here in earth and love us. We are told to invite them to be near and put their wings around us or even show us a little to sign to know they are there… I know it can feel like you don’t want to deserve angels surrounding you in love but you do deserve it. We all do. <3
