I lost my brother two years ago, I feel you, it was the hardest year of my life when I lost him. It did get better for me by focusing on what would make him proud and what I could do to honor him. There are days that don't feel real to me, and days where I miss him so much but I remember the love and laughter and have to be grateful he was there - and still is, a part of my life.
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on Dec. 7, 2025, 1:47 a.m. PST
I miss my brother so much more everyday it kills me more around the holidays. He always wanted me when he was a younger when he was but when he was older before he passed he had to go to the hospital and and told my mom that she couldn't go he wanted me to go with him . Then when he had covid I couldn't go up to hospital to be with him. I felt like I let him down not going to the hospital with him
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