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I lost the most precious love of my son my heart and my soul was ripped from me last night Balou ran out snuck out the door and then there was a rabbit and he flew after him I ran with his leash and jetted to him told him he needs to get back on the side of the road and in fear I ran to him he was running back in and a drunk driver came and drove fastest i ever seen and Balou was hit on impact and i rushed screaming crying holding him in my arms we looked into eachothers eyes and he took his final breath and I lost it I couldn't move my dad wrapped him in his favorite blanket wrapped with hope faith and peace and I couldn't take it I know his spirit wasnt there but I went back in the back of the truck and I just kissed him and held him and couldn't let go my mom had to get me out the truck let me know he knew how much I loved him and it wasnt anyone fault and had to pull me off of him ... why God why would you take my baby from me .. why are there horrible people in this world .. he didnt stop he didnt break he didnt do anything .. happened so quickly and his curiously took the best of him he was happy living his best life and found away to sneak by the door I keep replaying over and over again .. I dont know how I m going to get through this.. so my family is cremating his ashes and putting Balou Bear in a Urn and celebrating his life and also starting a support group together as well as justice for every family pets can have a voice and to fight for them .. how can you hit a park car and theres consequences you hit a human and run that's man slaughter why is it not the same for Pets who are family .he didnt deserve that he was my everything my baby my life why did this happen I'll never know .. I never been so heartbroken in my life .. I'm gonna fight for him Balou will not be in vain and Balou is gonna be known .. we had the best day we played outside got new toys new treats took him on a beautiful walk .. but now hes in heaven and I'm going to fight for him each day and let his voice be heard animals lives matter <3 if anyone knew Balou they know the love and beauty he is ... things happen so suddenly I wish it could have been me I dont wish this hurt on anyone .. i have apts for dr and getting help because I'm not doing well ..please lift my family in prayer and send Balou off to the Angel's he was my angel my love my heart <3

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I pray you find peace in knowing you shall meet again. I too lost my best friend way too soon and at his prime. 4 years now since a shadow no more, however, I do tell,the burden is less heavy. Guilt subsided, memories cherished, and stories retold so never forgotten.. Finally, another loss to cover with a heavy blanket of grief.

Im so sorry for your lose. I just had to put my baby, my world, my everything, my reason for getting up every morning to sleep only a few nights ago. if love alone could've saved his life he would live forever! I was Ian no way prepared for what it feels like to lose a fury baby. My baby Buster was literally my child and my whole world rise and set with him daily. He's been the first thing I said hi to in the morning and this has been the hardest goodbye of my life. I would give my life for just one more minute with him... the way he was before that terrible day. He didn't have a mean bone in his body and was a little celebrity everywhere he went. I feel like im missing something at all times, I mean literally missing something because he was always in my arms. I loved holding him and im so scared that im not going to remember what his little baby bod felt like in my arms oe on my lap. Buster alone made me feel something so much more then what is explained as love and I will miss him every minute of every da of my life, thank you Baby Roo for trusting me and letting me feel what real, unselfish true love is. ill never forget you and I know you are up in doggy heaven eating puppy treats all day and laying onto all the pillows you can find and your no longer hurting or uncomfortable. Losing you has changed something inside of me that I will never get back.
Thank you for letting me post on here even if for just a minute talking about him, I can't tell yet if it makes me feel better or worse but ill try anything at this point to feel even just a little better even if just for moment.

Im so sorry for your lose. I just had to put my baby, my world, my everything, my reason for getting up every morning to sleep only a few nights ago. if love alone could've saved his life he would live forever! I was Ian no way prepared for what it feels like to lose a fury baby. My baby Buster was literally my child and my whole world rise and set with him daily. He's been the first thing I said hi to in the morning and this has been the hardest goodbye of my life. I would give my life for just one more minute with him... the way he was before that terrible day. He didn't have a mean bone in his body and was a little celebrity everywhere he went. I feel like im missing something at all times, I mean literally missing something because he was always in my arms. I loved holding him and im so scared that im not going to remember what his little baby bod felt like in my arms oe on my lap. Buster alone made me feel something so much more then what is explained as love and I will miss him every minute of every da of my life, thank you Baby Roo for trusting me and letting me feel what real, unselfish true love is. ill never forget you and I know you are up in doggy heaven eating puppy treats all day and laying onto all the pillows you can find and your no longer hurting or uncomfortable. Losing you has changed something inside of me that I will never get back.
Thank you for letting me post on here even if for just a minute talking about him, I can't tell yet if it makes me feel better or worse but ill try anything at this point to feel even just a little better even if just for moment.
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Dear Brandi, I am sitting here crying reading your story about the loss of you beloved Buster. I wish I could help relieve some of your pain. Our dogs (and all pets) are true gifts from God, but when He calls them back home He breaks our hearts. There are no words to describe the pain and loss we feel.
I hope and pray that you will find comfort in the memories of all your happy, sweet times together, and knowing that you loved your pet with all your heart.
I don’t know, but I like to think that we will see our precious pets again someday. God bless you! πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ™


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