When am I going to be okay again?! When will this horrible ache in my stomach stop when you're memories come flooding back all at once ?! When will my heart beat again it's been a long long year but it seems we are coming up on the 2 year mark and I don't even know how any of this has even happened?! My life was great for a minute a big the house with my best friend and All My children their significant others all my grandbabies and so much love in my life how did it all go so wrong enlisted for you no goodbyes you just left and I can't help but be mad my best friend is now gone to heaven the house we called home is gone it burnt the ground two days after she passed away all like really babies are gone my children I barely see anymore I guess they're busy with their own life but I wish they knew how much I miss them being around we haven't really talked since my daughter passed away she was the baby and with loss of my best friend in my house that's why I got through the week later in front of my grandson he was also shot in the process that he made it his mama Did not.. I had to deal with the loss of my daughter and had no idea so many people have just disgraced her death I've even been told hours of reason she's gone... And I wish I knew were to even begin to be okay.. your birthday is July 2nd I don't even know if I want to be on social media everyone's going to be happy celebrating with their kids and having a blast when you're going to be on my mind so hard. . To any mothers out here that are going through the same thing just know you're not alone...
Losing your child
Posted by Brandy Doedtman on June 22, 2024, 8:37 p.m. PDT
I can't understand how God would allow such a loss My great-granddaughter was only 11 years
old and was taken too soon I feel I will not feel justice until I know the ones that caused her death are made to pay each day I cry I look at the photos I have up of her and my heart beat even deeper.
My only son was my best friend. I loved him with all my heart. I keep trying to wrap my head around what happened. How he could possibly be gone. It doesn’t feel real. I come home everyday expecting to see him. I get anxious and panic attacks. I can’t breathe. I cry all the time. I see the world around me just moving on but I can’t. Even though I have to be here and be okay for his sisters. I don’t feel like I can do it anymore. It’s been one month and four days. Nothing seems real anymore. Food taste like ashes. I’m cold and tired and sad and depressed and angry. I just want him back.
Laura, I can understand your feelings in my home and every room in it reminds me of my Great-granddaughter she spent many years here with her great-grandpa. I think what hurts more is to know that it was family that caused the death of my Great-granddaughter
and they move on with life as if nothing has ever happened.
I'm so sorry for your loss I know it cut's you to your soul and there's days you just want to stay in bed but you have to keep going for the ones left behind I know it hurts!! But you can and will just look around there are ways they let you know their with you momma 🙏🏻💕
Message me in my Facebook account if you would like to.. Brandy Doedtman I'm so sorry for your loss praying for you and your family
old and was taken too soon I feel I will not feel justice until I know the ones that caused her death are made to pay each day I cry I look at the photos I have up of her and my heart beat even deeper.
Sometimes I wonder that's myself is it God or the devil because I can't see how God can cause so much pain for someone to have to go through such as a mother losing their child or grandmother losing their grandchild I don't know what to believe but I hate to believe that it would be God to cause a pain what they say God has a plan for everything we may not understand it but sometimes I do question it so I understand exactly what you're saying
old and was taken too soon I feel I will not feel justice until I know the ones that caused her death are made to pay each day I cry I look at the photos I have up of her and my heart beat even deeper.
Although mine wasn't as young I am struggling also to find out who hurt my daughter so badly that she is no longer here. It's not right and I can't move f I reward. Having endured alot of loss and pain I can only say that feeling angry and revengeful doesn't help. I think it fuels the horrible evil p re pple my daughter found herself around so I patiently wait. So sorry for your pain and you are in my thoughts.
Although mine wasn't as young I am struggling to find out who hurt my daughter so badly that she is no longer here. It's not right and I can't move forward.Having endured alot of loss and pain I can only say that feeling angry and revengeful doesn't help. I think it fuels the horrible evil people my daughter found herself around so I patiently wait. So sorry for your pain and you are in my thoughts.
I'm sorry I don't understand your comment. Is thus real? What are you talking about.
I don't even know you people. Please stop sending me notifications.
