I am so angry and shattered. I lost my youngest son 3 weeks ago on February 19. Italked to him at 4:20 that afternoon and we hung up at 4:38p. 7 hours and 10 minutes later he was pronounced deceased. He was only 30yrs old and had a young daughter who had been fighting leukemia since she was 4. I have no idea how to go through life without my son. I used to pride myself in being "the strong one" or "the calm one." The only thing at the moment this has shown me is the fact that I'm definitely not as strong as I used to think I was and also how cruel and messed up this world is. I keep breaking down and falling apart when I think I have no more tears left to cry. I'm being selfish and want my son here on Earth with his family. I am so angry, I can feel it consuming me.
Forever 30
Posted by Randie Escobar on March 10, 2023, 4:31 p.m. PST
Awww I am really really sorry for the loss of your son. Don’t be so angry, it’s not your fault (if you think it is), Randie!!! Even though we don’t know each, I’m here if you want to talk or you can talk to your close loved ones about the loss!!!! Sending you and your family my condolences and my prayers to his daughter who’s been fighting with Leukemia since 4 years old.
This is really sad news and I would definitely mourn the loss and show my respect for you and your family at the funeral: 😢😢🥺🥺🙏🙏 he would’ve been so proud of his family, daughter or wife, relatives, friends, siblings, etc. accomplishments
