It's times in my life like these, that I wish I could pick up the phone and call you. You always knew what to say and were always there waiting for my phone call. No judgment, no ill intent, just a woman with a huge heart and a story to share that would make me feel like you're here with me.Â
It has been easily the darkest times of my life lately, and if I had one wish, it would be just to hug you and hear your voice again. Sometimes, I listen to your voicemails and smile because it reminds me that even when I feel invisible to the rest of the world, to you, I was always your "Blonde haired, blue eyed, big-headed baby boy". You were always proud of me, even when I didn't feel proud of myself. I'm happy that we made this page, because it will always feel like a place where I can come and talk to you. I don't have the luxury of being around the rest of our family, so at least here, I can come unglued and just be myself. I miss you more than I can even begin to put into words. I'm so tired, grandma. I love you forever.Â
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