I just can't seem to  heal from this my soul is in so much pain. i caught between the pain of losing you and  the fir of revenge. It takes all i have daily not to join you or not to go on a  rampage and paint the city red. \\

I love you son i wish we had more time more time to love each other to grow to talk to hang to be father and son  i wish i was able to see you grow into a man become a father and a grandfather . this was what was taken from me. 

Until i join you on the other side wherever that might me I have a void in my heart.

My heart goes out to you 

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss.

"Wishing you peace and comfort during this difficult time."

I am so sorry Steve and Tracy for the loss of your son. I am sorry Salena, Dominick and Noah for the loss of your brother. His cousins lost a cuz and aunts and uncles lost a nephew and the grandparents lost our Grandson and his friends lost a friend.  Christopher will always be loved and missed, we will still ask why, still tell him we love him and miss him. We look forward to the day when we are reunited with him. I know in my heart he is wrapped in the loving father's arms and with family that passed before him.

We love you Chris bear! You will be missed everyday until we see you again. 

Love Grandmom ❤️