Leo was the best person in the world. I knew that he was struggling and I never gave up on him. We were both messed up, am struggling with Depression myself so we both helped each other. If I wasn't out of town I could have saved him, I could have stopped him. I don't know if I can deal with this anymore and I don't know what to do. I cry myself to sleep every night, but the nightmares come. People say that it wasn't my fault, but it was. I couldn't save him and I could have.