I lost my older brother, 8 years older, on November 27, 2020. Before this we were estranged. We were not able to have a viewing or a funeral. I have his ashes but was never able to say anything to him or goodbye as he passed suddenly. My guilt is so heart wrenching 💔
My Big Brother
Posted by Alina Smith on Feb. 8, 2021, 9:07 p.m. PST
Same. I haven't gotten mine cremated yet. But I'm just heartbroken 💔. My brother and I hadn't talked in 3 years. But I still loved him. I feel lost and alone. Parents are long gone. I'm 45. He overdosed at 48. I'm left handling everything alone. And I just want to collapse onto the floor.